Cursing

Hey people. This is a quick post. Yeah really.

I need to type this post like full of speed since i don't have much time left.


Cursing has become a habit to me, when I'm freakin' mad. It's a fact. Who am I to oppose the authentic fact?
Cursing can become a habit, once it became a habit, it's hard to stop.
Anyway, many people do not know about it. Especially my ex-classmates. Since I'm so quite at school. Hehe.
When I was in class, I spend more time sleeping than chatting with friends. My tight brain need some rest. 
So they think I'm just an innocent kid who came from a good family.
While I'm actually not.
Whoa, I'm so pro when being hypocritical without conscious. But what you saw is actually I'm being myself.
People, i may look innocent but i'm not. I sometimes curse A LOT at home. Like, A LOT.
I say the Fcuk word. Like other people. But mostly I say shit. Since shit is less sensitive.
I don't say cibai and lancau. That's just disgusting. I'm not being racist or what. But I hate it when not just my  chinese friend, but all my friends say that so many times, my head is going to explode.
I don't say babi. Sangat kecelakaan. Bila kita sebut, babi yang dapat nama. LOL.
I do not curse in front of people, especially stranger.
That's better than outright swearing in front of the public.
I have pride. Of course.
I'm like you guys, mate. Don't assume me that i'm innocent like ever, that I never curse. You make me feel guilty.
And i tell you that i'm not even proud of it. Period.